I just wanna go out and breathe air and walk around the city when it is not too cold and look at the art and the people and the greenery and take photos to keep the memories alive in my mind and drink glasses of wine at every restaurant i go to where no one knows my name but smiles at me and i wanna buy records that i’ll get to keep forever to show to my children one day and tell them stories about this time in my life
and if no one is going love me right now or in 5 years that’s alright because i’m all i need and I’m the only person who can make me the happiest